Hmmm….initially I thought to myself wow..I will be having 4 mths of maternity leave..how nice…and how am I going to spend it..hahaha…it was an ideal thought.
It was too good to be true..and everything happens for a reason (why they gave us 4mths)…
Well after Kayden’s visit to paed., things didn’t seem to turn for the better…firstly I have problem in deciding whether to send him to infant care or nanny…(time waits for no man)., secondly I have rashes all over my body..(including source of milk supply)..shucks..and so thirdly..he has lost touch to bottle feeding…arrhhhgghhh….stress stress stress….ah……that was about 3 wks ago…I am glad…two of these problem have been solved…
All I can say is I was too naive to think that my 4 mths of maternity leave would be a smooth sailing one….I was so wronged! It is packed with so much unexpected events….so stressful, so frustrating…everything is so so so……I dunoe…what else…to expect…
Thinking of going back to work to escape reality..? Nah….not really…that didn’t really cross my mind…I only wished I could look after Kayden full time. On the contrary I DREAD TO GO BACK…and wished I could quit working..I am so sick of my job..!
