Oh my god…my worst nightmare has came true….

Of all time but now I am having a viral infection…an it started off with a sore throat and a blocked nose on Friday night. Thanks a lot man…what a way to start my weekend. This was not my worst fear…what I feared most was having to take those medications which may be harmful to my lil’ one…I am worried sick lor…

Well, the soar throat managed to subside by Monday but it developed into coughing! Worst! I was coughing my lungs out man….and the anti-histamine given by my doctor didn’t help! My blocked nose had worsen…and had to visit the doctor 5 times….all in all….!
As of now…today 15 May 2008 (Thursday) and almost a week since I got the flu bug…I am still nursing my blocked-and-sometimes-runny nose..and once-in-a- while-cough. I hoped I will recover real soon…cos I really don’t know what harm have I done to my lil’ one…I am so worried that it may caused any abnormalities or birth defects…choy ! choy! choy! *touch wood*. Although the doctors have assured me that they are rather “safe”…I am still quite apprehensive about it.

To make things worse..I am now in my 6th week gestation period…and am experiencing my “morning sickness”…shucks…I hate that! I have no appetite for any food…even though I am famished. Worst of the worse…my gynae is out of town…arghhh….!!!!! I have to call his nurses to get some assurance..and advice.

Darn…I am feeling so sick….let’s just hope I get well soon…and our lil’ one will be alright. Please pray for me. Thanks.